e speech thing on friday was really good! teri, karmun, rebecca, larissa, sylvia and lynn. they were all good but alot of ppl say tt some ppl who won shouldn't have, and tt e order in which e winners were placed wasn't... dunno how to say. well, i shall not add any comments. except tt some of e topics were a little boring and some ppl were so emotional, it was almost comical (sorry!) but of course i understand it isn't easy to go in front of 300+ ppl and still maintain composure... so i think everyone did a pretty good job in e end. regarding my maths test: it was really surprising. i thot i would not be able to do a single question (plus i was feeling super sleepy during english lesson tt i conked out during e last five minutes) but i managed to slave through a few questions. i dun think i'll get very high marks. i might even fail, but i dun care. this is e recent maths test in which i looked at e questions and could actually write smthg down, instead of looking at e paper and thinking "wat e shit is this?" and blinking back tears. and at least i din finish my test 15 minutes beforehand and pretend to check through e papers (i fully utilised my time, thank u very much). e last test, when mr tan announced tt got five more minutes before he would collect e paper, i started panicking. not because got not enough time. more like too much time. i din want to stare at my lousy paper for another five more minutes. but thankfully it's over and now can concerntrate on my mid-year review. i finished studying my ss already but apart from practicising some a maths questions and understanding concepts for coordinate geometry from both a and e maths, i haven't done anythying else. supposed to have started studying at 8am today. wat's e time now? 10:06 am. how now?

hmm. have just spent the last hour or so reading about matrix theories with connections with religion, philosophy etc. some of it was really boring, but most of it was quite interesting, especially about the significance of e character's names. reading up on e matrix is alot like studying lit (or more like maths). most of e time, i dun noe wat's going on.

i am going to fail my maths test tmr. no question about it. wat is it with maths and me? we hate each other. we don't understand each other. and we can't figure each other out. well, at least i don't. and i believe written speech is due tmr. which is bad. i'm blogging, not typing out my speech. my speech isn't even a proper speech. it's just some rough draft i didn't bother to correct. and wat is it w e weather? i'm no geoggy but i noe hot weather when it hits me. it's insane! it's bloody hot. and during sectionals today, we were sitting at e specs stand and playing and i could actually feel the trombone cooking my skin! (ok, well, not exactly) - but the metal was really warm.

oh dear. physics practical was really, really bad. oh man. i think i failed. realised my fatal mistake approximately 5 minutes before time's up. damn. later, realised same thing happened to michelle and pam. feel quite relieved i wasn't the only one, but still... got back my ting li today. was very very surprised! got 16/20. it's not super super good but i really thought i was going to fail because ting li was all inference questions. so for ting li + oral is 72%. not too bad, considering my chinese is very, very atrocious. IPW was really bad. our presentation was dry, and in addition, we had to rank our peers in terms of contributions to the group! tt was really bad. i din enjoy ranking em, and i was worrying all e way whther i would be number 7 on anyone's list. English was boring, maths and chinese was very boring and chem was just alright. pam and i are trying to speak chinese more often to each other to improve oral, but i think my attempts are rather pathetic. ppl always laugh whenever i speak chinese. and i always end up making up phrases and words in chinese. i'm really worried about mid-year review. i dun even think ppl treat it as a review. more like an exam. am i kiasu? i guess. i can't stand kiasu ppl but on e other hand, i seem to be turning into one. i hate it hate it. wat kind of lives do we lead if all we do is study? not tt it's bad but it's bland. and not studying in s'pore is = no future. sadly so. welcome to the singapore education system. we've been here all our lives.

unfair. it's so unfair! tt cai lao shi is so damn evil... and e first half of e class got so low for oral compared to e second half. i'm not saying tt e second half didn't deserve to do so well... all i'm saying is tt e first half didn't deserve to do so badly.

had my 2.4 today... i've never ever felt so tired b4!!! must be because of e muscle aches frm friday. timing was 12 min 59 sec. man!!! i'm disappointed. because i deproved. a lot. sec 1 - 1235. sec 2 - 1243. sec 3 - 1259. deprove and deprove. and e worse thing is tt i really wanted to do 11 mins plus. going to start training now. mebbe i'm going to run a few rounds on thur. then took height and weight today and i realise i'm almost 100%!!! and tt's a really huge blow beccause i need to make sure i'm 95% or less. because i have super low metabolism and i'm e kind tt gains weight v fast and lose weight damn slow one. and i really have to tone my butt, thighs and calves. so fat!!! and i really dunno wat to do about my calves. i think it's 30% muscle 70% fats on my calves but i dun really want to build muscles in my calves. my sis suggested jogging 6 rounds on thur, but very very very slowly to get rid of fats. oh well. if worse comes to worse mebbe i'll go get my calve muscles atrophised next time. such a pity. muscles should be prefarable to fats (muscles burn calories at rest, fat doesn't), but these days, neither are accepted.

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