i noe we are lousy. but dun put ourselves down. and especially dun put others down (while extolling urself). we may lack practice, we may lack skills, etc, etc. but e one thing i notice is tt we lack faith in ourselves.

school starts tomor... boy am i depressed. i am someone who is not only stupid (in both senses of e word), i can't utilise my bloody time properly. it's a miracle, for e past few years, how i can actually finish my hol hmwk on time. yeah, like 11.59pm on Jan 1^st. still on time,wat. i still have zuo4wen2 and jianbao to do. and got one lit question on e dulce est decorum est thing. which i dun understand at all. nvm, got e 75^th academy awards to look foward to. jus as long as they dun postpone it. i think chicago is going to win. but i am naturally predisposed to be prejudiced against the musical genre. because of moulin rouge last year, which gave me an impression of some sappy, sleazy, cheesy, dumb 'ol flick. i hope the hours wins, but i dun ever want nicole kidman to get best actress. because i dun like her. and her stupid prosthetic nose. of course, i really really want LOTR:TTT to win but tt doesn't seem likely as e film lacks a certain emotional depth (pls pls surface in TRotK) tt e other movies seem to have.(plus really adult themes) e academy awards seem kind of shallow now, doesn't it? and all tt talk about some escapapsim theory on needing to escape into to a world of fantasy in this uncertain era? bah. total bull. i hate tt kind of theories. why e hell did they say tt for LOTR and then gangs of new york and then chicago? all this talk irritates me.

Democrat - You believe that there should be a free
market which is reigned in by a modest state
beaurocracy. You think that capitalism has
some good things, but that those it helps
should be obliged to help out their fellow man
a little. Your historical role model is
Franklin Rosevelt.


Which political sterotype are you?
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Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.


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uggh. i feel so damn lousy compared to e other bands. i mean, i already knew i was v lousy, but somehow being there rubs it in a lot more like rubbing dog poo in my face, only a thousand times worse. anyway, i realise how short i am. i want to be 165cm. then i'll be quite happy.

i am a big whiny complainer. i'm sitting on my butt complaining about how fat i am and how little time there is to cut my timing before NAPFA and I'm not doing anything about it.

a very strange conversation took place yesterday.

me: what ice-cream u want?
sis: i want the solero coffee thingy.
me: great. i have to pay for it.
sis: too bad. wat u want.
me: hmm... fruti ^tm 's good. only 60 cents.
sis: cheapskate.
me: fruti.
sis: i can't believe how much junk i'm eating nowadays. it's all ur fault u noe.
me: boh.
sis: hurry up.
me: (hopefully) chickenator^tm?


my point in saying... i'm getting bloody fat! i dunno how some ppl have so much self-control. i eat when i'm hungry, i eat when i'm not hungry, and i eat when i'm watching tv. and using e computer.

Right now, I'm: 1) Drinking "happy day" orange juice
2) Eating "New York Kaubonbon" frucht kaubonbon, ohne farbstoff


I am really not making these up. where do they get these names from?

Violence is the last refuge of the incompetent.
Isaac Asimov (1920 - 1992)


heard that, Mr. "Let-America-save-the-day"?

oh damn. i've still got lots of uncompleted hmwk (so much to e extent i dun even noe wat hmwk i have) and i'm still online doing meaningless things like look at hamster cage catalogues. and listening to (wat's this? african music) and not to mention blogging. and instead of rushing of to do my hmwk, i'm complaining about how much hmwk i have and how little time there is to finish it and not doing anything about it.

"Great God, let me walk three weeks in the footsteps of my enemy, carry the same burden, have the same trials and temptations as he, before I say one word to criticize him."

- An Indian Chief Prayer

What's the difference between a bull and an orchestra?
The bull has the horns in the front and the asshole in the back.

What's the difference between a conductor and a sack of fertilizer?
The sack.

What do you have when a group of conductors are up to their necks in wet concrete?
Not enough concrete.

Why are conductor's hearts so coveted for transplants?
They've had so little use.

i dun like sadamn, and i dun like bush. both of em shld just grow up! heck. neither of em are going to suffer. it's e iraqis, doh. poor ppl. i dun think any country, corrupt or with a dictatored/totalitarian govt shld deserve this. no one does. anyway, watched american idol last night (1st part only) and ruben was good, trenyce was good, and clay was reeally, really, really good. he chose a good song, man. too bad i fell asleep before i could watch e second part. arrgghh. but evelyn told me grisby got kicked out. quite sad. i think he's a pretty good singer. i dun like corey clark. he just screams his way through a song and his voice is gross. which would mean he's perfect for rock... but bad for pop or watever chicken sai he's auditioning for. i went to e hamtaro webby today!! i noe i'm spastic, but i like cartoon shows about hamsters. or anything to do w hamsters. too bad hamsters are a bit on e small side and just can't keep bloody still. cheryl, rita and i want a section rabbit. but i dun think this will go well w e others. we want those tiny dwarf rabbits (costs about $130++) and not those big and (kinda ugly) rabbits.

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.
-Oscar Wilde (1854 - 1900)

i must leave e house at 11.30 (at least) in order to make it to Chengsan library. I dun even noe where tt is. which is great, because i dunno how to get there. no offense to bernice/becky/she hui. but e last thing i want to do right now is to drag my fanny off to some unknown library to do some project which i now realise i have no interest in. i think mrs Kam doesn't trust us at all! why else would she ask us to read a book, and then explicitly state tt it must come from a library?! because, she wants to see e loan slip. which = she doesn't trust us. nice going. no wonder so many students adore her. harummph. but anyway, most ppl can just go to e library, borrow a book, return it immeadiately, and they'll still have a loan slip. i'm still tired. and quite angry w my sis for using e stupid surgical marker and tatooing e words "I'm Gima's fool" on my arm. Gima's my $6 hamster who died last year. so i really appreciate having a dead hamster's name tatooed on my arm. well done. haha. i just remembered wat miss sia said yesterday. she was telling Yvonne to train her left arm by slapping her sister with tt arm more often. it was e first funny thing she said yesterday. unfortunately, probably e last.

"Always go to other people's funerals, otherwise they won't come to yours."

-Yogi Berra

i'm sticky sweaty and stinky. yucks. i need a bath desperately. toodles.

hooray! I've solved all e major technical glitches... should be pretty ok. only thing i still can't figure out is e archives. ahh heck. no one wants to live in e past anyway.

ahh! frig! changing e template has caused alot of problems for me!!! (especially when my grasp of HTML is pretty shallow) now my entire blog is totally screwed. will try to work this problem out over next few days.

another cutie. come to http://hamsterland.com to see hamsters in various stages of stupidity.

i was kinda bored, so i went around looking for hamster pictures. when hamsters look this cute, all they're asking is for they're head to be bitten off. MMMM!