i just re-read tt last entry. i could really slap myself sometimes.

i dun like mrs Kam!!! why is she so irritating?! first, she gives us 3 weeks for our biography and then she gives us only a week for e damnations historical narrative. she's trying so v hard to "make english lessons fun and interesting". in my opinion, e only way e class can be "fun and interesting" is if she leaves it. geez. so annoying. actually, many ppl find her nice. and actually, by right i shld have nothing against her. i have no right to judge her like tt w/o expecting to be judged in e same manner. she isn't doing her job badly, nor does she pick on anyone. she can cover e curriculum in time (at least, tt's wat i think), at e same time incoporating "fun elements" like e Valentine's Day Dialogue (between ALEX and BRENDA, no less - who does she think she is? e bacholorrete?) and e spastic show and tell. and e debate, oh jeez, e stupid, outdated debate she thinks is v interesting and challenging. "It is better to have a son than a daughter. Do you agree or disagree?" we live in a femenist era, mrs Kam. no one in e world is going to let you off for coming up with some stupid debate topic. the last time i checked we were in a girls' school, and no idiot is going to agree w e statement. in fact, She Hui has found out dozens of ways as to why girls are better than boys (ahem - we can give birth er - doh , we are more compassionate sweeping generalisation) stupid stupid stupid stupid topic. it's not worth a few peanuts and ruffled fur to discuss such a dumb topic. she must think she's really clever. harummph. she's a lousy teacher, tt's all there is to it. but surely i digress. there just is smthg (i have no idea wat it is) tt i dun like her. i can't find anything tragically wrong about her. but there's always this little part of me tt really really, HATES it everytime she steps in e classroom. mebbe i'm juz paranoid, and mebbe it's just me, but it pays to trust your instinct. sometimes.

for me life isn't going very swell

my life's not going very well.

I'm failing lots of important tests

and forced to deal with cumbersome pests.

Be it mr clement tan

or gong-gong mr cutie gan

multiple trips to the stuffy hall

i can't absorb anything at all.

My classroom's neony shade of green

is so neony it can be seen

a thousand miles away from the canteen.

My mind is like a heavy sponge

so saturated i have a hunch

it's going to blow up really really soon.

my nose is blocked on the left side

pretty soon it's going to be tough to hide

a giant mucus ball the size of an eraser.

And if i blow my ears too hard

I'm going to end up a retard

cause all my brains will fly out of my ears.

Luckily thought, that's the least of my fears.

It bugs no one's conscience

To proudly proclaim

and here i exclaim

"with or without there's no differece!"

wrote this on the 17.2.2003 at 8.05 am during ACE lessons. or whatever they call them now. value education.

baah! feel so clogged up now...mucous everywhere. so far, have used up 6 packets of tissue in just 2 days. my throat is all clogged up and someone said i sounded like a sesame street character (whatever tt means). being down with a cold is oso liquefying my brain - i spent 1 hour installing "mafia", and e stupid game can't work anymore so i had to close e installation programme and waste 1 whole hour. yingyi oso said i'm very lame today, and i couldn't agree more. my sense of humour has really been warped by my sickness. i can't stop laughing everytime i say "Puttu Rabbit".